daily routine

feeling v tired these days...kept hand full wif tuitions wey...haiz...evri day has at least one tuition...mon BI, tues BM, wed Pyhsics, thurs PA, Fri chemistry, Sat BC n Add maths n finally sun another BI again...

dunno y i will take up so many tuitoin one shot this year..actually i experienced the same thing b4 five years ago..when i was standard six...but i tink it's tiredness+pressure+worries which made me so emotionally and mentally tired..

sum of u may find me quite moody these days...actually i was trying to save my energy for the tuitions n activities later...if too 'high' in the schl in the morning...later tuition head will keep dropping head like fishing...haha...but it seems doent work well...n it doesnt seem to be myself if i do nt talk much in schl...lolz...

these r my daily routines:

MONDAY:
morning- schl time

afternoon- EST extra class(2.00-3.30), stayed at schl then went to BI tuition (4.30-6.30)

night- eat then rest till 8...do homework till 9, take a bath then study or homework time



TUESDAY:
morning- schl time

afternoon- BC extra class...thn, Add Maths guru muda (1.30-3.00), took buss to Tmn Daya n have BM tuition (4.30-6.30)

night-(almost the same as Mon but sumtimes curi-curi on9 awhile :p)



WEDNESDAY:
morning- schl time

afternoon- Physics guru muda(1.30-3.00), b4 tht when gt basketball practice will stay bac till 4 sumthing then straight away went Phyics tuition (5-7)

night-(almost the same as mon)



THURSDAY:
morning-schl time

afternoon-stay bac at schl awhile till 2.15 coz gt tuition at 2.30...went to dewan to help with the chemistry guru muda as im free coz muz wait for mum to cum n fetch me to tuition....account tuition till 4.30(actually evri time is OT one lah)...went bac home on9 aroung 30 mins to 1 hour then took 40 winks...

night-(almost as same as the previous days but curi-curi on9 longer a bit coz bro went to tuition n the comp is able to be used or else is he the one who will be using all night...haha)



FRIDAY:
morning-schl time

afternoon- if gt some koko activities like meetings or trainings attended them...till 2 sumthing then took bus to plaza pelangi or cs....lepak-lepak there with gary nowadays...haha...actually is nt want to spent my time meaninglessly there...coz if go home mother nid to fetch me out again...dun wan to make her so troublesome...there's a few times i came bac during friday but mother always nid to rush bac to fetch me to tuition n almost late...haha...so spend a few hours there to make my mind calm down n relax...then went to Chemistry tuition (4.45-6.45)

night-mostly spent time to watch tv longer n on9...most probably won do homework tht night coz lazy unless too much homework....watch manga n anime with my bro...lolz...



SATURDAY:
morning- can sleep slightly longer if no nid go to schl for extra-curricular activites...won sleep till v late...at most 7.30 or 8 will wake up....felt uneasy if sleep too long...watched tv morning...those kids channels...haha...if gt koko till 12 sumthing....stay there n went to tuition after tht

afternooon- BC tuition at Foon Yew 1 frm 2 to 4...hot place...memang hot n the class is quite crowded..n the teacher talks a lot also...like talking about sumthing can go v far...for example talk about Malaysia can go far till talk about the Moon...thn cum bac again...like light suddenly cum bac to the earth...haha...the after tht mum fetches me n few of my frienz to omega...sum of them have bm tuition while sum if us have add maths tuition...if reached there early...waited outside the class n chatted with mae if she came early...tution till 6.45

night-turn to Channel U at 7.30...is those chinese old drama lah...love them...i always love those heros + kungfus dramas...but is those traditional ones lah...damn nice....too bad dun have the real story or else can always guess wat will be cuming out the nex scene...like the two main characters in the story...the male main character is kind-hearted n damn powerful n the female main character is intelligent n happy go lucky....haha..


SUNDAY:
morning- can sleep slightly later coz no tuition at 8.30 now...cancelled radzi's class...dunno is gud or bad lah...but juz noe can sleep little longer is definitely good....haha...read newspapers n do homework..so tht at least siap some of them...then went to BI tuition at Omega frm 10.45 to 12.45...

afternoon-went bac home....if gt the St John Cadet meeting at HQ...will stay at plaza pelangi to have my lunch at sum of those warungs near there i went to the foodcourt behind omega to take my lunch there...met tan at plaza pelangi we walked to the HQ nt v far frm there...aroung 5 to 10 mins walk...then the meeting will take aroung 3 to 4 hours...till 5 sumthing....always walk bac home...juz make it as an exercise lah...haha...

night-switch on the tv to watch my favourite show again frm 7.40 to 9.30....do homework after tht...mostly do till midnight if gt karangan homework...nid to rush tuition homeworks too...


tht the briefly routine of my days...dunno how to say lah...but try hard to cope with them lah...haha...if schl teacher is kind n doesnt giv too much homework...no nid to do till midnight then can go to bed early around ten...always tell myself cant fell down like tht so easily no matter wat...tht means pengsan or even fell sick...no matter wat i won...

mum i won let u down...i will strive hard...u never complained any words even u nid to wake up early to fetch us to schl...fetch us to tuitions n even handle the housechores....i salute u as my mum...u r so great...i noe tht this year is v important to me...i will work my best...u hav high expectations on us...i won let u down...JIAN WOON....JIA YOU!!!!

GO MOCAT!!!

quite a long time din leave blog...
damn malas lah..
++ no time...
kept hand full with tuitions n homeworks...
lolz...

2moro is quite a big day...
no for me...
but 3 of my team mates..
zaky, mel, n suan...
they r going to fly to subang!!!
for YAA 2009...

envy of them lah wey...
coz i never sat a plane b4...
haha..
btw...still all the best to 3 of them...
hope mel will remember wat i thought her 2day...
coz she luked blur...
haha....^^

however...
YAA team 2008 should nt leave us...
we shall always be a team...
no matter how...
a team shall always be a team...
gud luck for team MOCAT!!!
GAMBATE!!!

(P.S. M=Melissa, O=Ong, C=Cheng, A=Ahmad Zaky n T=Tan)
haha...:P

Sad and boring day

actually yesterday wanna type tis out one...but when i wan to on9 aredi too late...so decide to type it out 2day morning..



yester day was a sad n boring day for me...sad? becoz....u will noe later...boring is because of the schl!!! walao!!! haiz...woke up early in the morning for schl...it was saturday....n we suppose to follow the thursday jadual...i noe 2day will be a boring day....Py...Pj...Bi...BM n Moral...haiz...



when i reach schl...wat amazed me is all the students of 5 Cerdas actually came!! except bon...wat a pity...bon!!! cum bac quickly lah....i miss u a lot leh...but nid to say sry if u cum bac...coz there was a new Malay gal went into our class...ya a new student!!! Her name was Shaza...she came frm KL...dunno y she cum too ssi coz i haven actually hav a gud chat wif her...but i tink she is nt bad in her studies coz she can actually enter our class!!! haha...



ok..then when py time...there wasnt any teacher entering our class...en adnan have went too sum kind of kadet polis kawad kaki competition...saw him show off his kadet polis staff with sum malay boys yesterday...the class was kinda lively...i was discussing moral project with my group members...we r told to prepare a model for moral as it will be shown to the students during this bulan akademik...our tajuk was 'Rumahku Syurgaku'...we divided our jobs...actually nt we also...i tink is I...haha...i seems like the ditaktor in the perbincangan..."u do this this this, n u do tht tht tht"...



actually during tht perbincangan...my mind actually 100% in there...coz naqi n desmund were actually playing guitar at the back of the class...in front of her n her gang...aiya so envy they can play guitar lah...haha...coz she seemed enjoyed when listen to the music frm the guitar...feel a bit sad coz cant play guitar...but nvm lah...can learn frm them also...n i learn to play a bit frm them also...haha...but realli litle bit lah....tht fine day i learn C n G...it was the guitar lah haha...2 onli...lol..



then after tht...cums pj...teacher was there but we were nt suppose to change into our pj shirt n remain in our hot uniform... then we went to dewan sri gemilang...saw a white board there filled with words...we noe tht today we will face "Roslee talk' again...lolz...at sat at the front with naqi n dharshanan...then others sat quite a little far frm us...i noe will be boaring lah...but dun left three of us onli at the front mah...the tajuk he was talking about was about the institution of family...how family is formed...y sumone was fear of family...y there was perceraian...countries where ppl dun wish to get married...blah blah blah...learn a bit useful frm him..but hate him for calling me out to read an article n cut through my lines with long long explaination...haiyo...

then when i was reading half way...i saw zaky, suan n Mr chia cuming towards the dewan...tht time the teacher was giving explaination...i was waving at zaky happily n pointed at myself whether they were luking for me...thn Mr chia came to en roslee then ask for me, tan n melissa...i was there of course..but tan n melissa was actually in the st john room!!! walao...i went to called them...saw them with lisa chatting n eating crackers...nt friend enuf lah...din call me 2gether...haha....

then the 2008 yaa team sat together wif mr chia at the mcdonald's table at the speakers' corner...teacher told us tht the competition tis year actually nid 3 ppl to enter...n since all of us wanted to go...then we hav to use pick lot to choose....tan tore a paper in pieces n melissa drew sad 2 sad faces n 3 happy face on five different paper...those who took heppy face will go for the competition while those who gt sad faces...u noe lah...will nt enter the competition...teacher folded the papers into v small n put in his hands n shook...all of us was so nervous...

it was probability of 3 over 5...it was more than half of chance getting for going the competition...i took first...then followed by suan,zaky,tan n the las was melissa...we all opened 2gether....when i opened mine i was sad n disappointed...i took the one with a sad face on it...same goes to tan....while the other three of us....seemed kinda relieved as they were going to the competition..actually i was feeling wanna cry tht moment...but i dared nt too...we all discussed a little while more...tan said he mayb going to the competition by tanggung the fees...tht means four of them will go to the competition....as for me...i do not wish to let my mother worried...n knowing tht tanggung the fees for the competition will the be a small amount...then i said i won be going to the competition...

so what i realli wish i could go to the competion? the choosing part going to the competition is just fair n square...who took the happy face will go....everyone has the same chance of getting them...at schl during bi period (there was no teacher in class, so i went out for a little walk around the schl)...i wanna ask th God y being unfair to me? y dun let me go to the competition? i was so hoping to go there n yet y i got this result? wat hav i done...y...y...i was about to cry...tears have filled up my eyes but they just won overflow...

but now...i found the answer....actually i found the anwer long time ago but juz let me to feel better..."There's no such thing as FAIR in this world"....no one is deserved for having wat they wan...it is all depends on fate...i pleased myself...if i was fated to have tis...i would accept tis...though i always find luck isnt by my side but the others....when u lost sumthing...it doesnt mean u hav lost all...instead..u will gain sumthing in the future...and vice versa...when u gain sumthing...u will also lose sumthing...mayb it's just i hav gained sumthing before....n i have lose the chance of going to the competition tis time...so there's nth i should compare wif the others...or when i lose this this time...sumthing more merrier will cum to me in the future...dont u tink so?

after tht...i was actually in no mood in the schl...bm period...we went to apd room n had a 20 mins class there...i was busy stapling papers for the classmates n didnt concentrate on wat teacher was teaching at the front...onli knew when i asked her...she was sitting beside me...i was happy tht she was there...at least i felt a bit encouraged...then went to the asrama dewan there had a moral talk...a noisy one...noisy is nt becoz the one who giving talk is funny....but is the ppl around is busy talking...chating...laughing...making me felt so annoyed....i wanted to listen to wat the man was talking at the front...the noise+the bad mic system+hot n lethargic weather... making me felt so annoyed n wanna shout "SHUT UP!!" in front of everyone...but i didnt do it of course...juz tolerate n try to make myself stay calm...i tink those who actually listen to the person who is talking onli a few....

so yesterday was quite bad for me...coz i hav lost...lost the chance of going yaa national 2009...how sad n how disappointed...but wat can i do? none....juz hope the other four can realli do their best in the cuming competition at the end of month...i will nt be there but i will try my best to help u all if u all wan to....n actually bring back the piala pusingan back to the schl with our schl name on it...gud luck to u all...GAMBATE!!...bye YAA 2009...farewell...

feeling pain

lolzz...
feeling unwell the past few days...
whole body like cant do everything properly...

wednesday gt baskatball training...i tink too long didnt hav physical training for so long since after the st john comp las year...do bumping also like lembik lembik...though didnt do the correct way of bumping...but still force myself to do the full bump...

thusday...woke tis morning...feeling pain at the area of the shoulder n the chest...tink did too much bumping yesterday...the muscles r v hard...then tis day came the worst....it was ujian cooper 2day!!! WAT!!! went to schl...physics 2 period n cums PJ time....walao...first class to do is straight our class...haiz...then juz ran...

ran six rounds...but is nt ngam ngam on time...actually i reach 6 rounds still gt around 1 min b4 finish the 12 mins....haiya...muscle so pain aredi so malas to run...then sit beside the track n wait for the teacher to blow the whistle...haha...then muscle at the legs becum uncontrolable... lolz....dunno is i ran too excited till like tht or too long din do exercise or wat...haha

then after schl...saw the gals having ngo training at basketball court for awhile...frm the v las time i seen them...actually the have improved a lot...ayunans...walking also improved a lot...haha..they can make it n win the ngo tht is cuming!!! Im sure...

thrn i went to play basketball with forms 6s n form 3s..haha..im the onli form 5 one there...felt a bit sesat...i n form 6s one team n form 3s another team...we played full court...guess wat? our team all din hav our shirts on!! haha...coz the sun was blazing so hot n we scared our uniform will be soaked in sweat...so we din hav our uniform on...lolz...then here cums the worst...my right hand middle finger was actually juz recovered coz i injured it las time i played basketball...thn i hurt it again when i try to catch the ball...OOUCH!!....then dunno y out of the blues...my hand also dislocate again when playing...wanna shout aredi...but din say anything...haha...n as usual put bac the hand bac to the shoulder...

thn when woke up yesterday...nth to say...hand muscle...leg muscle..dislocated are n fingers feeling so pain the whole day n tht was awful wey...but yesterday was comm serve n i took part in it sum but nt tht much this year...fele like din do much therer...juz did sum cleaning n mafe a baby cried when hugged him...haha...lolz...