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Days after spm

It was long enough not having any post here
spm was long
but it had just went over
the end of spm was kinda sad
it signitifies our five years edu in the secondary school
it signitifies the meeting of friends during the five long years
it signitifies the new environment of college and universiti
it also signitifies our age had added another 5!!!

but it wont stop
the time is said to be heartless
it waits for no one
but it wont stop me from going on
i will continue my life
and when i turning 18
im going to write down everything happened in my life everyday
its a way of remembering my adult days

days after spm
going to be harder
i know
but i think at the mean time
i wold start a new blog writing stories
please share with me
and i will upload at least one every two weeks
and this blog i hope other people could read together

Let:
A=1 B=2 C=3 D=4 E=5 F=6 G=7 H=8 I=9 J=10
K=11 L=12 M=13 N=14 O=15 P=16 Q=17 R=18
S=19 T=20 U=21 V=22 W=23 X=24 Y=25 Z=26

Some of u might know this:

LUCK = 12+21+3+11
= 47% (NEVER TRY YOUR LUCK!!)

LOVE = 12+15+22+5
= 55% (YOU DON'T HOPE SO MUCH FROM IT....)

MONEY = 13+15+14+5+25
= 72% (YOU CAN'T LIVE ALMOST WITHOUT $$$$$$!!!)

LEADERSHIP = 12+5+1+4+5+17+19+8+9+15
= 95% (YOU CAN SURVIVE WITH IT)

KNOWLEDGE = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5
= 96% (THAT'S WHY WE NEED TO STUDY)

HARDWORK = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11
= 98% ("NO WORK NO PAY"....)

ATTITUDE = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5
= 100%!!!
(SO YOU MUST CHANGE THIS IN ODER TO MAKE EVERYTHING PERFECT!!!)



However some people might say they want to make things 101%, this is it:

LOVE OF GOD = 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4
= 101%
(WOW!! YOU CAN MAKES THING MORE PERFECT WITH IT!!!)




But if someone ask you to makes things 103%, you know what he means......

BULLSHIT = 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20
= 103%!!!!!
(SO JUST DO THIS YOU WILL WIN EVERYTIME AND EVERYTHING!!! TRY THIS!!!)

^^

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人


请放手


好让别人有机会爱她


如果你爱的人放弃了你


请放开自己


好让自己有机会爱别人





有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的


有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的


人生中有许多种


但别让自己为一种伤害





有些缘分是注定要失去的


有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的


爱一个人不一定要拥有


拥有一个人就一定要好好的爱她


不能继续拥有她


至少你们曾经拥有





男人哭了是因为他真的爱了


女人哭了是因为她真得放弃了





如果真诚是一种伤害


我选择谎言


如果谎言是一种伤害


我选择沉默


如果沉默是一种伤害


我选择离开




如果失去是苦


你怕不怕付出?


如果迷乱是苦


你会不会选择结束?


如果追求是苦


你会不会选择执迷不悟?


如果分离是苦


你要向谁倾诉?




好多事情都是后来才看得清楚


好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦.....

tired

tired...
juz came back from camping..
but quite fun...
thx for the ajks which make it a success..
the juniors...
n the seniors too..

羡慕(i)

不知是羡慕还是嫉妒....

总是发现身边的人

都比我自己

快乐...

幸运....

更有一些明显的才华...

相比之下....

真是与他们相差天和地....




论与人相处与沟通之道...

他们都能与别人沟通得恰恰好

说话能力也是胜过我...

不是说要看低自己

而是这是无可否认的事实

他们总是能谈到能与别人沟通的话题

而我就像迷失的小羊

总是成为最sesat的一位

话题虽有...

但却不能把他说长说短

而话题也就这样的结束了




有时候发现

既然如此

不说话不就得了...

但不说话的话就有人觉得很奇怪

说我在emo似的

但很感谢那几个人

在对的时间

在我还没胡思乱想前

把我拉回这个精彩缤纷的世界

想想...

人不说话真的有些不正常...

不是吗？^^



论才华...

我总比别人差得多.....

他们都会玩乐器

这更是让我羡慕得不得了

真希望能跟他们一样

有不凡的音乐细胞

有的会玩钢琴....

吉他....

而我?

好像都不会...

懂的东西也不多...



.......

？

为什么？
心中有些不自在的感觉...
要说伤心？
难过？
开心？
好像都不是....
心中好像缺了什么...
却不知那是什么...
真不知该这么办才好....

不知道会有没有人会看我的部落格...
因为我知道我是真麽样的一个人...
如要跟人相比...
我真的真的比不上其他人....
心中总是有一丝的羡慕...
别人只要说一句他'很难过'...
就有许多人的鼓励...
还有许多的支持...
而我...
就没有比他那么幸运了...

"人人负我, 我不负人"
我一直坚信这句名言...
所以做的每件事...
都常常会为别人着想...
即使他们都不记得我...
我想只要对得起自己就行了...

我一直认为..
"只要你对别人好，别人也会随着对你好"
但是生活中总是跟你想的唱反调...
也许我对别人不够好...
也许我真地做错了...
但我能够被原谅吗？
真的能够吗？
我尝试问自己...
但也许别人能....
但自己总是无法跨越那一步...
留在原地....
徘徊着....
百思不解...

"你怎样对别人, 别人就会用相同的方式对你"
就是因为这样...
好像觉得自己真的得罪了不少身边的人....
他们对我好时...
我对他们不理不睬....
当我尝试用真心与他们沟通时...
情况有如镜子世界一样...
他们自然也会对你不理不睬...
自然的...
别人也会对你产生厌倦...
反感...
而我也许就是这样....
好的朋友也渐渐离我而去...

你会发现..
我身边也许围绕着许多朋友...
但我却不能像你们那么的幸运...
在他们之中可以找到一两个谈得上的....
知心的知己...
有说有笑...
任何事都能与彼此分享....
谈得很投缘...
但我不能....
外表虽然开起来开朗...
心中总觉得非常的空虚....

一人站在繁华有喧哗的人群中
我独自站在人群中...
感觉不到自己的存在....
觉得自己好渺小...
好渺小...
即使，
在人群中...
忽然消失...
也不会被人感觉或察觉到

但我会接受这个事实
因为我相信"因果循环"
我种下得什么因...
就会结出什么样的果....
这就是因为这样....
我不会生气...
也不会像人发脾气...
因为我没有....

你们虽然忘了我....
我会先学着体谅...
也不会去问你们为什么...
心里中会自然地找到答案...
但是....
我决不会
决不会
忘了你们的....
朋友....

AC,NA and AA...JIAYOU!!!

finally...after 3 weeks of exam...actually is 12 days...haha..the midyear exam is finally over...after the las post...it is about one month n i realize i haven blog for so long....the exam was definitely tiring...when haven finish study...kept worrying about those that haven read through....when close my eyes to sleep...also didnt hav a gud sleep...woke up 3 am in some few days in order to finish studying...

"Did i do my best in this exam?"...i asked myself....erm...i tink no...coz it was all las minute study...although finish reading all the notes given...but most of them were thrown to the back of my mind after awhile and hate myself for not having photocopying memory...haiz...but i can said tht i tried my best to answer all the questions...although some was made all to fill the empty spaces..

something bothers me actually during the exam...but i tried my best not to think too much all else i cant finish study and will distract myself...i bury myself in the books....n now i do not bother about tht much anymore...coz when i tink bac wat i had done...i deserve it anyway...juz to say it is the fruit of the seed tht i made before tht...i will accept it...i will try..

(yawn)...a bit tired now...it's relieve to hav exams over....but it doesnt mean i can stop now...i will still go on studying...but with nt the much pressure as during the exams...hols cuming...dunno how am i doing to spent it wisely this time...haha..

ohya...gud luck to the SSI jb+state team NA and AC + one guy tht seems a bit sesat tht is Tan...haha...wish u all gud luck in 2moro's and Sunday's national competition....i noe u all have sacrifice a lot for the schl...n for st john ssi....my best wishes to u all....i noe u all can make it...bring the gold-cup back to JB with glory n we shall see another gold star on the nursing and ambulance team johor t-shirt next year...all the best...

Test cuming

haiz...test cuming...seems no time aredi for studying n yet im here...hope i can do well in this test man...gud luc to all my frienz..though different schl or age of wat....still gud luc in ur studies as well...unless u r working now..haha..:)

daily routine

feeling v tired these days...kept hand full wif tuitions wey...haiz...evri day has at least one tuition...mon BI, tues BM, wed Pyhsics, thurs PA, Fri chemistry, Sat BC n Add maths n finally sun another BI again...

dunno y i will take up so many tuitoin one shot this year..actually i experienced the same thing b4 five years ago..when i was standard six...but i tink it's tiredness+pressure+worries which made me so emotionally and mentally tired..

sum of u may find me quite moody these days...actually i was trying to save my energy for the tuitions n activities later...if too 'high' in the schl in the morning...later tuition head will keep dropping head like fishing...haha...but it seems doent work well...n it doesnt seem to be myself if i do nt talk much in schl...lolz...

these r my daily routines:

MONDAY:
morning- schl time

afternoon- EST extra class(2.00-3.30), stayed at schl then went to BI tuition (4.30-6.30)

night- eat then rest till 8...do homework till 9, take a bath then study or homework time



TUESDAY:
morning- schl time

afternoon- BC extra class...thn, Add Maths guru muda (1.30-3.00), took buss to Tmn Daya n have BM tuition (4.30-6.30)

night-(almost the same as Mon but sumtimes curi-curi on9 awhile :p)



WEDNESDAY:
morning- schl time

afternoon- Physics guru muda(1.30-3.00), b4 tht when gt basketball practice will stay bac till 4 sumthing then straight away went Phyics tuition (5-7)

night-(almost the same as mon)



THURSDAY:
morning-schl time

afternoon-stay bac at schl awhile till 2.15 coz gt tuition at 2.30...went to dewan to help with the chemistry guru muda as im free coz muz wait for mum to cum n fetch me to tuition....account tuition till 4.30(actually evri time is OT one lah)...went bac home on9 aroung 30 mins to 1 hour then took 40 winks...

night-(almost as same as the previous days but curi-curi on9 longer a bit coz bro went to tuition n the comp is able to be used or else is he the one who will be using all night...haha)



FRIDAY:
morning-schl time

afternoon- if gt some koko activities like meetings or trainings attended them...till 2 sumthing then took bus to plaza pelangi or cs....lepak-lepak there with gary nowadays...haha...actually is nt want to spent my time meaninglessly there...coz if go home mother nid to fetch me out again...dun wan to make her so troublesome...there's a few times i came bac during friday but mother always nid to rush bac to fetch me to tuition n almost late...haha...so spend a few hours there to make my mind calm down n relax...then went to Chemistry tuition (4.45-6.45)

night-mostly spent time to watch tv longer n on9...most probably won do homework tht night coz lazy unless too much homework....watch manga n anime with my bro...lolz...



SATURDAY:
morning- can sleep slightly longer if no nid go to schl for extra-curricular activites...won sleep till v late...at most 7.30 or 8 will wake up....felt uneasy if sleep too long...watched tv morning...those kids channels...haha...if gt koko till 12 sumthing....stay there n went to tuition after tht

afternooon- BC tuition at Foon Yew 1 frm 2 to 4...hot place...memang hot n the class is quite crowded..n the teacher talks a lot also...like talking about sumthing can go v far...for example talk about Malaysia can go far till talk about the Moon...thn cum bac again...like light suddenly cum bac to the earth...haha...the after tht mum fetches me n few of my frienz to omega...sum of them have bm tuition while sum if us have add maths tuition...if reached there early...waited outside the class n chatted with mae if she came early...tution till 6.45

night-turn to Channel U at 7.30...is those chinese old drama lah...love them...i always love those heros + kungfus dramas...but is those traditional ones lah...damn nice....too bad dun have the real story or else can always guess wat will be cuming out the nex scene...like the two main characters in the story...the male main character is kind-hearted n damn powerful n the female main character is intelligent n happy go lucky....haha..


SUNDAY:
morning- can sleep slightly later coz no tuition at 8.30 now...cancelled radzi's class...dunno is gud or bad lah...but juz noe can sleep little longer is definitely good....haha...read newspapers n do homework..so tht at least siap some of them...then went to BI tuition at Omega frm 10.45 to 12.45...

afternoon-went bac home....if gt the St John Cadet meeting at HQ...will stay at plaza pelangi to have my lunch at sum of those warungs near there i went to the foodcourt behind omega to take my lunch there...met tan at plaza pelangi we walked to the HQ nt v far frm there...aroung 5 to 10 mins walk...then the meeting will take aroung 3 to 4 hours...till 5 sumthing....always walk bac home...juz make it as an exercise lah...haha...

night-switch on the tv to watch my favourite show again frm 7.40 to 9.30....do homework after tht...mostly do till midnight if gt karangan homework...nid to rush tuition homeworks too...


tht the briefly routine of my days...dunno how to say lah...but try hard to cope with them lah...haha...if schl teacher is kind n doesnt giv too much homework...no nid to do till midnight then can go to bed early around ten...always tell myself cant fell down like tht so easily no matter wat...tht means pengsan or even fell sick...no matter wat i won...

mum i won let u down...i will strive hard...u never complained any words even u nid to wake up early to fetch us to schl...fetch us to tuitions n even handle the housechores....i salute u as my mum...u r so great...i noe tht this year is v important to me...i will work my best...u hav high expectations on us...i won let u down...JIAN WOON....JIA YOU!!!!

GO MOCAT!!!

quite a long time din leave blog...
damn malas lah..
++ no time...
kept hand full with tuitions n homeworks...
lolz...

2moro is quite a big day...
no for me...
but 3 of my team mates..
zaky, mel, n suan...
they r going to fly to subang!!!
for YAA 2009...

envy of them lah wey...
coz i never sat a plane b4...
haha..
btw...still all the best to 3 of them...
hope mel will remember wat i thought her 2day...
coz she luked blur...
haha....^^

however...
YAA team 2008 should nt leave us...
we shall always be a team...
no matter how...
a team shall always be a team...
gud luck for team MOCAT!!!
GAMBATE!!!

(P.S. M=Melissa, O=Ong, C=Cheng, A=Ahmad Zaky n T=Tan)
haha...:P

Sad and boring day

actually yesterday wanna type tis out one...but when i wan to on9 aredi too late...so decide to type it out 2day morning..



yester day was a sad n boring day for me...sad? becoz....u will noe later...boring is because of the schl!!! walao!!! haiz...woke up early in the morning for schl...it was saturday....n we suppose to follow the thursday jadual...i noe 2day will be a boring day....Py...Pj...Bi...BM n Moral...haiz...



when i reach schl...wat amazed me is all the students of 5 Cerdas actually came!! except bon...wat a pity...bon!!! cum bac quickly lah....i miss u a lot leh...but nid to say sry if u cum bac...coz there was a new Malay gal went into our class...ya a new student!!! Her name was Shaza...she came frm KL...dunno y she cum too ssi coz i haven actually hav a gud chat wif her...but i tink she is nt bad in her studies coz she can actually enter our class!!! haha...



ok..then when py time...there wasnt any teacher entering our class...en adnan have went too sum kind of kadet polis kawad kaki competition...saw him show off his kadet polis staff with sum malay boys yesterday...the class was kinda lively...i was discussing moral project with my group members...we r told to prepare a model for moral as it will be shown to the students during this bulan akademik...our tajuk was 'Rumahku Syurgaku'...we divided our jobs...actually nt we also...i tink is I...haha...i seems like the ditaktor in the perbincangan..."u do this this this, n u do tht tht tht"...



actually during tht perbincangan...my mind actually 100% in there...coz naqi n desmund were actually playing guitar at the back of the class...in front of her n her gang...aiya so envy they can play guitar lah...haha...coz she seemed enjoyed when listen to the music frm the guitar...feel a bit sad coz cant play guitar...but nvm lah...can learn frm them also...n i learn to play a bit frm them also...haha...but realli litle bit lah....tht fine day i learn C n G...it was the guitar lah haha...2 onli...lol..



then after tht...cums pj...teacher was there but we were nt suppose to change into our pj shirt n remain in our hot uniform... then we went to dewan sri gemilang...saw a white board there filled with words...we noe tht today we will face "Roslee talk' again...lolz...at sat at the front with naqi n dharshanan...then others sat quite a little far frm us...i noe will be boaring lah...but dun left three of us onli at the front mah...the tajuk he was talking about was about the institution of family...how family is formed...y sumone was fear of family...y there was perceraian...countries where ppl dun wish to get married...blah blah blah...learn a bit useful frm him..but hate him for calling me out to read an article n cut through my lines with long long explaination...haiyo...

then when i was reading half way...i saw zaky, suan n Mr chia cuming towards the dewan...tht time the teacher was giving explaination...i was waving at zaky happily n pointed at myself whether they were luking for me...thn Mr chia came to en roslee then ask for me, tan n melissa...i was there of course..but tan n melissa was actually in the st john room!!! walao...i went to called them...saw them with lisa chatting n eating crackers...nt friend enuf lah...din call me 2gether...haha....

then the 2008 yaa team sat together wif mr chia at the mcdonald's table at the speakers' corner...teacher told us tht the competition tis year actually nid 3 ppl to enter...n since all of us wanted to go...then we hav to use pick lot to choose....tan tore a paper in pieces n melissa drew sad 2 sad faces n 3 happy face on five different paper...those who took heppy face will go for the competition while those who gt sad faces...u noe lah...will nt enter the competition...teacher folded the papers into v small n put in his hands n shook...all of us was so nervous...

it was probability of 3 over 5...it was more than half of chance getting for going the competition...i took first...then followed by suan,zaky,tan n the las was melissa...we all opened 2gether....when i opened mine i was sad n disappointed...i took the one with a sad face on it...same goes to tan....while the other three of us....seemed kinda relieved as they were going to the competition..actually i was feeling wanna cry tht moment...but i dared nt too...we all discussed a little while more...tan said he mayb going to the competition by tanggung the fees...tht means four of them will go to the competition....as for me...i do not wish to let my mother worried...n knowing tht tanggung the fees for the competition will the be a small amount...then i said i won be going to the competition...

so what i realli wish i could go to the competion? the choosing part going to the competition is just fair n square...who took the happy face will go....everyone has the same chance of getting them...at schl during bi period (there was no teacher in class, so i went out for a little walk around the schl)...i wanna ask th God y being unfair to me? y dun let me go to the competition? i was so hoping to go there n yet y i got this result? wat hav i done...y...y...i was about to cry...tears have filled up my eyes but they just won overflow...

but now...i found the answer....actually i found the anwer long time ago but juz let me to feel better..."There's no such thing as FAIR in this world"....no one is deserved for having wat they wan...it is all depends on fate...i pleased myself...if i was fated to have tis...i would accept tis...though i always find luck isnt by my side but the others....when u lost sumthing...it doesnt mean u hav lost all...instead..u will gain sumthing in the future...and vice versa...when u gain sumthing...u will also lose sumthing...mayb it's just i hav gained sumthing before....n i have lose the chance of going to the competition tis time...so there's nth i should compare wif the others...or when i lose this this time...sumthing more merrier will cum to me in the future...dont u tink so?

after tht...i was actually in no mood in the schl...bm period...we went to apd room n had a 20 mins class there...i was busy stapling papers for the classmates n didnt concentrate on wat teacher was teaching at the front...onli knew when i asked her...she was sitting beside me...i was happy tht she was there...at least i felt a bit encouraged...then went to the asrama dewan there had a moral talk...a noisy one...noisy is nt becoz the one who giving talk is funny....but is the ppl around is busy talking...chating...laughing...making me felt so annoyed....i wanted to listen to wat the man was talking at the front...the noise+the bad mic system+hot n lethargic weather... making me felt so annoyed n wanna shout "SHUT UP!!" in front of everyone...but i didnt do it of course...juz tolerate n try to make myself stay calm...i tink those who actually listen to the person who is talking onli a few....

so yesterday was quite bad for me...coz i hav lost...lost the chance of going yaa national 2009...how sad n how disappointed...but wat can i do? none....juz hope the other four can realli do their best in the cuming competition at the end of month...i will nt be there but i will try my best to help u all if u all wan to....n actually bring back the piala pusingan back to the schl with our schl name on it...gud luck to u all...GAMBATE!!...bye YAA 2009...farewell...

feeling pain

lolzz...
feeling unwell the past few days...
whole body like cant do everything properly...

wednesday gt baskatball training...i tink too long didnt hav physical training for so long since after the st john comp las year...do bumping also like lembik lembik...though didnt do the correct way of bumping...but still force myself to do the full bump...

thusday...woke tis morning...feeling pain at the area of the shoulder n the chest...tink did too much bumping yesterday...the muscles r v hard...then tis day came the worst....it was ujian cooper 2day!!! WAT!!! went to schl...physics 2 period n cums PJ time....walao...first class to do is straight our class...haiz...then juz ran...

ran six rounds...but is nt ngam ngam on time...actually i reach 6 rounds still gt around 1 min b4 finish the 12 mins....haiya...muscle so pain aredi so malas to run...then sit beside the track n wait for the teacher to blow the whistle...haha...then muscle at the legs becum uncontrolable... lolz....dunno is i ran too excited till like tht or too long din do exercise or wat...haha

then after schl...saw the gals having ngo training at basketball court for awhile...frm the v las time i seen them...actually the have improved a lot...ayunans...walking also improved a lot...haha..they can make it n win the ngo tht is cuming!!! Im sure...

thrn i went to play basketball with forms 6s n form 3s..haha..im the onli form 5 one there...felt a bit sesat...i n form 6s one team n form 3s another team...we played full court...guess wat? our team all din hav our shirts on!! haha...coz the sun was blazing so hot n we scared our uniform will be soaked in sweat...so we din hav our uniform on...lolz...then here cums the worst...my right hand middle finger was actually juz recovered coz i injured it las time i played basketball...thn i hurt it again when i try to catch the ball...OOUCH!!....then dunno y out of the blues...my hand also dislocate again when playing...wanna shout aredi...but din say anything...haha...n as usual put bac the hand bac to the shoulder...

thn when woke up yesterday...nth to say...hand muscle...leg muscle..dislocated are n fingers feeling so pain the whole day n tht was awful wey...but yesterday was comm serve n i took part in it sum but nt tht much this year...fele like din do much therer...juz did sum cleaning n mafe a baby cried when hugged him...haha...lolz...

GG

walao...worst test i ever have....never din finish studying n had a test b4...this is the first time i tink...lol...

read 2 days ago b4 GG....GG still never mind...but the worst is the subject i dislike the most.... "SEJARAH"!!!...wat the hell i tink....y nt others but this...haiz...first thought cum in my mind is habis n sienz...

read till midnight the last two days...dun wish to say tired...aredi adapt to these kind of lifestyle...everyday is tuition, homework....n study....haiz....but i noe...this will las for a few months more...

went to schl in the morning...cum to the class....saw many ppl holding the sej textbook as expected...sum is even lagi tera...holding photostated answer for the gerak gempur later...i straight away bengang way...

heard a lot of tips b4 the test.....but is was juz simply....TOO LATE lah....even they told me the las min...wat can went in to the brain juz a little...wah...so wish i can bring the whole sj textbook into the test later...the more talking n discussing about the ques...the more i becum scared...lol...

during test...saw the ques...dunno how to say...almost same as wat the frienz told...justin was so angry lah...he damn tak puas wif those who having tips...actually is nt tips...is the whole ANSWER!!! i also felt a bit tak puas...but wat can we do? tell the thingy to teacher....lame lah...i won do tht!!!

then here cums the test...saw the question...though dunno the answer juz hantam onli...juz feel like at least fill the blanks woth words...haha...dunno wat crap i writing also...duno how will the result cum out to be..but can noe around where....juz hope i can at least pass the gerak gempur sj...but i tink seriously lah...as wat the frienz in schl said..."GG" lah...."GG" in dota means die for ur imformation...haha...

after schl hav half an hour chat wif her at library...so hepi lah...^^...tht part so nid to say so much...haha...(lol) :)

then later gt guru muda for add maths n went to tuition....cum hum worn out aredi....now going to sleep...can say 2day is half-half day...half "GG" and half "happy" day to me...haha...

btw...CONGRATS for jb team 2009 for succeded sweeping off 3 out four categories for the state comp...wish u all a very gud luc for the cuming nationals...make sure u all holding the GOLD CUP BACK to JB!!!

school PIBG day

lol...today went to schl early in the morning around 7.30...dunno actually went there so early for wat...chat wif friendz...talking...playing guitar....walking around...ohya...'she' definitely looks great n attractive in the yellow baju kurung...i actually wan to giv her surprise by tapping frm her bac n say hi...then say"sry, i mistaken u wif sumone i knew"...lol..actually wanna take pic wif her one...but her mum over there..><...but later went to find her but she changed her clothes aredi...n we took one pic tht she was nt in her baju kurung...aiya nvm lah...

the most fun part is justin,mel,naqi,zaky,suanli,reuben n i becum pelajar ganti for those who make it to schl today...almost each of us represent 2 ppl n hav the chance to go up the stage to take the anugerah cemerlang...it's nice to go up there to take the prize...but too bad lah the prize is nt ours...haha...:)

i represent 2 ppl frm pmr...took dylan's n liang hui's prize n also one for spm...joel tay's...when taking for the som one...i was actually in one of the big blue robes the schl perpared!! BLUE colour...yeah!! each teacher who saw me wearing tht tell me tht make sure i cum bac nex year n wear the robe again...u noe wat i mean...get STRAIGHT A"S in SPM!!! aiya dunno can make it anot...dun wish to disappoint the teachers lah..i will work hard for it!! went up the stage 3 times....but when it was finally ourselves to take our own prize on stage...we actually relaxing n eating at the classroom...when tan said.."eh , after STPM result is our turn right?"..then all of us quickly run bac to the side of the hall n waited for our name to be called...luckily we went the on time or else the situation will be damn paiseh when names r called n there was no ppl there!!! haha...

after taking our prize...we went bac to classroom n had sum kind of small party there...we finish our unfinished food...we sang with the guitar which naqi brought...n it was pretty exciting n fun singing there!!!....playing guitar was so nice...i was envy of desmund,naqi n zaky who can play the guitar so well...i tink i shoud learn summore frm them....haha..

Teenagers

Teenager is...

A person who can't remember to walk the dog but never forgets a phone number.

A weight watcher who goes on a diet by giving up candy bars before breakfast.

A youngster who receives his/her allowance on Monday, spends it on Tuesday, and borrows from his/her best friend on Wednesday.

Someone who can hear a song by Madonna played three blocks away but not his mother calling from the next room.

A whiz who can operate the latest computer without a lesson but can't make a bed.

A student who will spend 12 minutes studying for her history exam and 12 hours for her driver's license.

A youngster who is well informed about anything he doesn't have to study.

An enthusiast who has the energy to ride a bike for miles, but is usually too tired to dry the dishes.

A connoisseur of two kinds of fine music: Loud and Very Loud.

A young woman who loves the cat and tolerates her brother.

A person who is always late for dinner but always on time for a rock concert.

A romantic who never falls in love more than once a week.

A budding beauty who never smiles until her braces come off.

A boy who can sleep until noon on any Saturday when he suspects the lawn needs mowing.

An original thinker who is positive that her mother was never a teenager.

hols

went to cs and had movie on wednesday wif friends...actually went there to celebrate teoh's birthday...his birthday was on the 16th...though a bit late....others went to sushi king to eat their lunch...i went to lepak with sl around cs...lol...ohya...i and sl juz bcum 2gether again ...although u might think kinda weird and 2 suddenly...coz there sum stuff tht is quite complicated in between..apologised to her...so i think it's never too late to apologised if u ask sorry with ur true heart...so i tink there is no such thing is "it's too late to apologise...it's too late...."...dunno is wat song...haha...

watched 'Marley and me'...becoz she wanna watch then i folowed..not bad n quite a touchy movie...the puppy n dogs r so cute....like the 'Marley' in the movie..active...juz like me.. haha :P...but if dun like to simply bite things mayb i can consider to have a dog...lol...losing a pet tht u loved is v hurt...thts y my mum dun let us to have any pets...but the most important reason is scred the pets will die in our hands....n taking care of a pet is definitely v hard n must pay quite a lot of attention when taking care of them!!

"Dogs never choose their owners...no matter the owner is rich...poor..they dun care whether the owner can give its needs or cant"...i definitely agree this....thts y dogs is the man's best friend...always and forever...n also frm the movie...i was touched by some other things too...the thoughtful wife...a kind husband...and definitely a loyal dog tht dun wish to let his owners to worry even when he was about to die...wish tht i also can such a complete family in the future...haha...still v long....lol....

holiday almost over...dun tink i have enjoyed this holiday v much...hands fulled with tuitions n homeworks...haiz....

New Home

First time using blogspot...
still not v sure how to do all the stuff here...
but i tink i will learn slowly....

Blog....
is the place...
where i tell half of my heart...
i dun like the feeling where by keeping all the problems in the heart...
and if u ask me face to face...
i will find problems to say...
but
i prefer to write them out
here...
but still...
the other half shall be kept...

"Others will not noe ur feelings or your thoughts if u never tried to say them out"
i realized the meaning of these words...
though i did nt say it our....
bt rather than type them out
becoz words is juz as powerful as wat we think in mind
keeping too much things will drive me to crazy...
haha...